~29tH bLoG~

wha, different hair style.. first time in my 20++ yrs changed to this drastic hairstyle.. wahahaha.. but i like it though.. hee
kept laughing non stop after the stylist finished blowing my hair.. so pong n so super different.. hee.. guess i'll stick to this style instead of the straight long de lo.. haha

so fast, employer coming back, means got to c them again + gotta entertain clients again... they'r the one who contributes to our salary anyway.. if not chi xi bei feng ah)

having 3wks christmas break from sch.. wat i nid now i guess.. HOPE to do some catching up.. (hoping is always good) heeee... :)

~28tH bLoG~

tot can have some rest when employer's gone for conference, well, guess i was wrong.. renovation started earlier than expected, instructions given to us was different from wat contractors said... everything gone hay-wire.. aRgH!!!! so mad, upset.. haiz.. so 3 of us decided to go in everyday bcos of some issues b4 employer left, n we 3 oso become siao.... praying, seeking, waiting, thinking thru some things.... :)

so, since got to go work everyday i attending 'nodding' class in sch every nite.. haiz.. but found a new way to copy notes: type using laptop in sch.. haaa... trying to adapt to this new lifestyle... physically tired, mentally drained.. hai.... christmas break frm sch nxt wk!! yeah.. lots of catching up to do.. n seeing those classmates kip toking abt topics they'r doing making me stress..... though only nid to hand up in june 2008, but its gd to start early la, but they're scaring me.. wahahahaha....

~27tH bLoG~

oh.. wat a busy wk... work, sch, work, sch.. tiring... but no choice got to live with it.... yeah, employer flying tmr, so can rest my mind frm work.. haa... except cleaning, packing company n prepare for renovation, i guess i can stay awake in class nxt wk.. hee.. nxt wk last wk of class lo then christmas break til nxt yr. time flies man....! Here's a glimpse of wat we do in class.. wahaaaaa

went to centrepoint during lunch time to meet hx.. her mama brought her there to c the disney princesses.. she's so cute n funny. wana take pic with them, stand there wan cry dun dare cry n yet stil wan to take w them.. here's one with her fav character whom she calls as ra-ra-ra-ra(cinderella).... wahaaaaa

getting better after the antibiotics.. n i've learnt the art of swallowing finally.. haa cos if break into half or pound, tastes super disgusting.. so, no choice got to swallow.. so weird, since started the abx, made me hungry so easily.. haiz.....

missing my language course...... :(

~26tH bLoG~

wha, so busy at work past wk.. n this wk will be another busy wk.... hmm.... finally got to c hx last wk.. cos employer let us off earlier, so since there's time b4 class starts, travel all the way to kc to c her a while then go for class.. hee.. she's growing n growing... BUT hair cut till so nerdy.. hee..

classes quite ok so far, but of cos there r times of 'agreeing' in class.. hee.. stress level coming up lo... haiz...

went over to a fren's place to stay over ydae.. hmm... she treat her guest rili very gd.. haha.. n hx came over cos her mama wanted to borrow dvd from my fren.. so ended playing at d playground with her for a while... hai, she's rili cute to d max!! hee..

had some respiratory infection which i got to take antibiotics!! oh man... what a super expensive course of antibiotic to take!! n for those who noe me, i cant swallow tablets!!!! hee.. but rili no choice, got to complete d course if nt rili no med can cure me in d future.. wahahahaha

~25tH bLoG~

man.... miss chick-a-dee so much... super long nv c her..... haiz.. but she still know how to call biao yi on the phone... wahahahahahahaha :)

~24tH bLoG~

oooo.... finally getting better.. thks for all those strepsils n liang cha n honey drink.. hee.. still a bit cough once in a while... but, well, will get well soon.. :)

busy busy at work... guess it'll be like this till nxt wk.. cos employer flying off nxt wk for conference.... nvm la.. work harder for this 2wks then can rest and relax a little n concentrate in class le.. hee.. thank God for employer's generosity.. ;)

yeah, today break record nv fall asleep in class.. cos lsn conducted by a local tutor.. + we have certain irritating specimen in class irritating us as well as the tutor.. wahahaha... bo bian la, he's placed there for a reason i guess.. n he's in my grp for grp presentation!!!! oh man...... will try to survive thru.. everyone congratulating our grp.... dotz......!

~23rD bLoG~

oh, end of another wk soon.. wat a busy wk at work.. pls dun complain no business/no work anymore..... we're so packed with clients everyday.... n have been taking finger food most of the days.... ~sigh~

throat ok, now left with coughing n coughing n coughing... one cough lead to so many more coughs.. haha...

our foreign lecturers have gone back to their respective countries.. so nxt wk shld be starting lsn proper... hopefully with the sg slang i'll be able to stay awake.. hee

~22nD bLoG~

one wk lo.. still sick-o.. haiz.. strong virus indeed.. but dr said tonsils not red enuf to take antibiotics.. hahaha.. so back to self-medicating again.. hee

first lesson ydae evening n i FELL ASLEEP!!! oh man... last wk whole wk of orientation nv fall asleep, now start lsn proper i 'agreeing' away.. haa.. hope that it will not happen again nxt lesson.. lolz

guess it's rili difficult to juggle between work n study, no choice.. hope that i'll be able to survive thru, without having to convert to full time study.. haaa... so busy at work, employer these days a bit 'sot' up there.. hmm.....persevere on man, jiahui......!!

"i have been here since 10am in d morning!! n u made me walked around for 6hrs, wat is this?! i dun wan to c the dr anymore!!!!!" ~quoted by a client~ (and after that she sat quietly n waiting for her turn!!)
we're in the clinic busy with clients too, results come back late(xray dept dun only take clients from our company FYI, they got to attend to whole of building n entertain walk-ins as well...!), so many clients here waiting, worked thru lunch, they jus come in n charge at us as if it's our fault! been facing so many of these clients these days. really testing us to the limit man! cant tahan.......! aRgH!!

~21st bLoG~

wow, so fast one wk of sch passed.. haha.. but it's only orientation wk, so the lecturers only gave us introduction to each module..... a bit........ but guess its their style of teaching la.. hee.. listening to those assessments, stress lo... though til nxt yr jun then due, but hopefully can get it started once the lectures are being delivered.. hee...

went out with sec sch frens today, been few yrs haven seen one of them, but when saw them, it was a very comfortable feeling. sometimes these things are hard to explain i guess.. it's jus the feeling la, cant b explained de certain things.. hee.. well, had a gd time with them, hope to catch up frens more often, but i'm only available on wkends.. hee.. wkdays taken up to sTuDy... :)

so many days my tonsils are still so painful.. looks like this strong virus is here to stay for a period of time.. sigh...

~20tH bLoG~

2nd day of class, had module intro only.. so stress level not there yet.. hee... but, wat a super small world, saw a fellow classmate who 'sabo-ed' me during my school days as a student and she jus passed out.. so suay saw her few times, BUT didnt expect that we'll be classmates n for the nxt 2yrs!!! ~aGrH~
well, life goes on ya.. jus pretend duno her.. haha.. had a few irritating specimens in class(which includes her) arguing over switching off hp, jus silent mode, over bringing coffee or tea to class to kip some awake, oso can argue for nxt 15mins.. ~sigh~ we'll jus sit quietly and attend class n go off when it ends.. wahahaha

down with tonsilitis, once in a while will kena the virus.. haiz, sian ah........ going to start work soon n got to go class later.......................................................

oh, saw my song seng nim while i was having lunch ydae.. tot who kept looking at our direction, then realised it's her.. i waved so hard at her.. haha.. my colleague oso surprised how come i'l do such an action outside when i dun even like to say hello to pple i noe.. lolz.... good to c her, but sad to think that i may not be able to continue nxt yr... haiz.....

~19tH bLoG~

wha... past 2 days super busy.. our anchor on leave, so imagine 2 blur queens working.. haha.. well, glad that we managed to survive thru the 2 days..... anchor coming tmr lo.. so gd timing, i down with virus attack.. sore throat, headache due to over-heatiness, whole back ache.. haiz... n onli first day of sch started ydae!!! tmr how to attend class man.. haiz... was late for sch on my first day cos of work.. hai, shant elaborate on this..

hearing n seeing the modules that we'r abt to start taking, stress.. assignments, presentations, stress + stress.. exams, stress + stress + stress.... haha.....

going to oror lo... yang zu jing shen for tmr...... jiayou jIaHuI!!!! :)

~18tH bLoG~

time flies.. starting class tmr evening lo... dun wish for it to come so soon but i guess it will eventually come..... hmm.. jus hope that i'll be able to stay awake at class n do well... at the end of 2yrs if pass well, i can get to go korea.. haha!!!! ~slowly dreaming...~

hopefully our employer will understand us and that we'll be able to close company smoothly on the days we have classes.. not easy i guess, but i jus hope that she'll understand us n support us happily.. hee....

~17tH bLoG~

hmm... wasnt too happy with previous entries' happening.. but i guess everything happen for a purpose, so i'l have to learn to accept watever decision pple make, be it good or bad.. :)

initially tot 2 more wks to prepare myself for the course that is starting, but rcv a letter saying that it'll be orientation wk cum intro of modules nxt wk!!!! aiyo... nightmare rili nearer n nearer.. suddenly felt so lost, so many things to do, but duno how to go abt doing those things. haiz....

i may joke here n there, but im serious in taking this course n doing well ok.. if im not serious then i wun be wasting my time to take up the course.. but of cos stress n worried la... but, im sure i can do it by the grace of God.. :)

njoying my last few days of free time to myself................................

~16tH bLoG~

so long nv mit my fellow missy lo.. had korean food at jec with her today. although nv met for so long, but the moment we c each other, we start teasing n chatting so much, non-stop.. hehe.. used up my 30000 words for d day lo.. its nice to b with pple u'r really comfortable with. d moment u c them, though it's been a long time since u last saw them, but u'l feel as if u've jus met them ydae, n so much to tok abt.. haha ~weird logic~
the more we talked abt study, the more paranoid i am abt sch starting.. lolz.... shld rili try to relax my mind, njoy my free time now b4 19th November comes for me to start fan nao-ing.......

these few days at work rili xin bu zai yan.. so distracted n kip doing the wrong things. wished for the best for those frens n relatives to come n c my employer cos i believe she's the best, but seems like wat i tink is best for them may not be wat they think it's best. i've said wat i wanted to, the final decision is up to them. so tired convincing pple to come c my employer. muz learn how to kan kai...... :) ming tian hui gen hao........

countdown: 18 more dayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

~15tH bLoG~

been sometime since we've had clients who give us a hard time, these few days we're seeing some again.. haiz... hey pple, we treat everyone the same no matter which country u come from. we dun even give top priority to our fellow country mates......... pLs tReAt uS nIcEr.. its nv easy to be in the front line doing all these. i'm so tired having to smile no matter how frustrated you are with the client. ~aRgH~ finally end of october mth.... jus hope that business can get well soon...............

countdown 19 more days to doom's day.. hehe.. gotta rest more, njoy the free time that i have b4 i'm tied with so many things.. thinking of how pack my schedule can be gives me headache man... pls pray that i'l be able to cope and of cos look up to God be it good or bad, busy or free, tired or energetic, etc... ;)

very, very, very, very tired... how i wish i can sleep for 24hrs straight.......

~14tH bLoG~

been some time since i've written.. hmm, work has been ok, 'no business' as what my employer states almost everyday.. i can only jus smile n turn away cos i duno wat else can i do. 1st, i dun study how to do marketing for a company, 2ndly, im not a creative person, 3rdly, i dun have a lot of resources to go to... hee.. well, LiFe gOeS oN... have to concentrate on getting the company's website up then hopefully, business will come in SOON.....

having some problems recently.. duno good or bad, but jus hope it'll be settled soon whether the result is gd or bad... sometimes a change is good right?? i think...

ended language course 2wks back.. felt a sense of lost the night i left the school.. hopefully can continue nxt yr.......

saw my fren whom ive not seen for 7yrs.. for those who know me well, i dun go around saying hi to pple, instead i will siam.. but duno how come today will go say hi.. even she said that she's fortunate.. hehe.. got praised by 2 frens today, 1 said i'v grown to be 'better looking', 1 said that i'm suited to work in ward env 'cos clients like me'.. haha.. been a long time since someone praised me... heee... duno good or bad hor.. lolz.. i like to work in wd setting cos that's where i'll rili feel im a bai yi tian shi.. but....

course starting real soon.. a bit hard to believe, but i hope that i'l be able to cope n do my best.. :)

~13tH bLoG~

met up with frens from my ex company ydae.. it's been a yr since i saw them, so had a gd time of catching up.. but i felt a bit awkward, mayb bcos the 3 of them r still working together, so i'm a bit lost at times.. hee.. well, ended well, look forward to nxt miting which is duno when.. :)

'what will u do in ur last 5mins of ur life?'-topic for a funeral service that i've attended tonight.. hmm.. death seems so distant when u dun think abt it, but when u attend funeral wakes, it's always a wake-up call.. u may b the next lying down there for all you noe.. so many things to do, so many goals to accomplish, but when death comes knocking to u, all those things doesnt matter at all....

hmm.... cherish n treasure everything & everybody around us(which includes those clients that i do not like) for we wun know when we'll be called up........

~12tH bLoG~

met up with few ex colleagues on friday for celebration of one's bdae.. it's gd to catch up with them.. i've really missed out a lot for the past yrs i would say..

went for a charity dinner function with our boss ydae.. wat a posh place to be in.. i feel so super out of place n so stress.. haha.. first time i've attending a formal dinner, nid-a go around the table introducing ourselves.. n so many plates, forks, knives for one person.. i duno wat are those for.. hee.. well, had the priviledge to c so many cancer survivors still so strong, doing a fashion show for us to c.. really admire them for their perserverance. imagine if they had given up their hope when the news hit them, they wun be standing in front of us giving their testimonies to us... duno how to appreciate the food cos tasted weird.. hee.. concluded that i dun belong to the upper class.. good right.. hee

this wk will be my last wk of language class... :( hope to continue nxt yr if time would allow it..

~tired,tired,tired~

~eLeVeNtH bLoG~

been some time since i've written.. hee.. well, ntg fantastic happened, so didnt miss much if u dun get any updates.. lolz.. it has been a okok 2wks.. met nasty pple, met nice pple who even bought food for us to eat during our lunch time.. at least there are pple out there who knows that the company is CLOSED during lunch hour from 1pm-2pm.. haha.. not saying we 'yao gui' or 'giam peng', its always nice to know that there are clients who cares right.. hehe

jus tot that it had been a smooth 2wks, then ydae kena shoot again by one client. i nv even offer the timing, she told boss i gave her d timing. i cant b hallucinating n cant c that the slot is taken up right??? these pple ah, rili 'aRgH'!! so what if she has been introducing clients to us, doesnt mean that she can hold her head so high up there and expect us to give her everything first, fast right.....................

laanguage class ending real soon.. so fast it's been 2mths.. hmm.... sO wAsTeD n sAd to give it up.... aH......................!

~tEntH bLoG~

hmm.. so fast, today's monday again.. back to work again to c different pple again.. the more you wan to practise patience, the more trials you'll face.. hee..

monday's blues as usual.. duno y but clients these few wks had been, has been very trying. are they having difficult times at their work so they come to our company then 'fa xie' on us?? it's a cycle i guess.. jus hope that one fine day our profession will be more respected by pple that's all.. ~haiz~

received a call from client, i just said hello then kena shoot. say ask us to call her again last wk to remind her appt, nv call.. hello... we'r not secretaries of every single client. it's already out of goodwill we call them to remind appt, and yet they treat us like ah sam.. haiyo... i'l continue to complain for as long as i'm there so pls dun mind me.. hehe..

we'll be busier when october mth comes.. cos it's our mth... haha... thank God our course has not started till nov if not we rili 'peng san'... pls pray that i'll have more 'jing shen' to go on...... ~sigh~

"sQuEeZe mE iN...."

~quote of the day: "please try to squeeze me in cos i dun stay here"~

HELLO!!! wat a ridiculous sentence to say to us this morning. for their information, we dun stay there either. one stay east, one west, one north of singapore. who stays in the company the whole day n night???!!! few days back this particular client called, i happened to answer the phone, asked to see my employer. i informed her politely that appointments are fully booked. she still wan to come. i told her once more that we are really very packed already, stil dun understand. so i offered her some days, she dun wan, insisted on fri. fine, i told her i can slot her in but she have to wait. n guess wat? she said "pls squeeze me in n let me see here asap, i dun like to wait". fuming within me, but muz say politely, diplomatically i said "excuse me mdm, everyone dun like to wait, but u have to wait cos we'r squeezing you in n it's only fair that my employer sees those that have made appointments already!!"
so, today she turned up, LATE, definitely not possible for my employer to see her in time. as we already have so many more after lunch, we cant c her straight after, at least an hr and a half b4 we can c her after lunch. she said "pls squeeze me in cos i dun stay here"!!! aiyo, i jus turn my head and walk over to the other side of the company... how to tahan....... walk away is d best b4 i explode. haha..

hai... life has to go on la.. but thank God that our employer's mood is better today.. heee :)

~EiGhTh bLoG~

hmm.. assisted employer in some matters.. as usual, employer was late.... AGAIN.... i duno where to hide my face cos everyone's asking me where is she.. employer's co-colleague oso asked, i have ntg to say cos i myself dun even noe wat happened... called back company then found out that employer's still held up.. ~haiz~ when employer FINALLY turned up, co-colleague was oso a bit anxious as she was supposed to have another appointment, but she had to cancel due to employer being late... which means lesser $$ for her to earn.. hai.. so sorry, but i really din expect employer to delay ONCE MORE...... co-colleague of employer's oso noe how to say: ~LiFe GoEs On~

went for language class today.. each time i go, i really njoyed myself very much, but when i realised that i cant continue on, i feel so upset.. rili such a waste n i dun feel like giving up. dun c anything wrong in attending once a wk, jus 2.5hrs... can b a form of relaxation from lessons in time to come right.. ~sigh~

gotta go lalaland now... another battle to fight in 9hrs time..... ~zzz~

~SeVeNtH bLoG~

hmm.. had a break from seeing clients today, but still have to go back to company to answer phone calls.. sometimes tend to be a little sick if you go to the same place everyday.. well, dun like oso muz go right.. guess we're all very tired working these past few wks, drained out, so our level of tolerance is oso getting lower, n with employer's temperaments changing very frequently, all low morale to work.. ~haiz~ that bad till we almost raised our voices to our clients on separate occasions through d phone. why muz pple make things difficult for us when we're trying so hard to accomodate them? 80% of clients always like to kick up a fuss cos in their eyes they r the only ones who needs to be seen IMMEDIATELY, the other pple out there are not impt. and they treat us like dirt. show us faces, tok to us rudely, when employer opens her door, their face expressions change!! n u can even hear all the hee hee & hahaha inside so loudly. the nxt min they'r out, their glum faces appear again! man... we're oso professionals, aren't we??

all along i noe that working for private employers are not easy, esp if it's of same gender as me, but i still chose to go ahead.. what a contradiction! keep telling myself that i dun like to work in town area, convinced myself that i wun go back there again, but still end up there time and again! hai.. i'm sure God has a reason for that... so life has to go on despite no matter how much i dun like..... :)

time really pass by very quickly. i cannot believe it when i realised that i have frens whom i've known for 10yrs or more!! make me sound so old...... oh no!!!!! but my outward appearance still looks like small gal that's y i did not register that i'm getting old till now!! ~lolz~

~6tH bLoG~

monday blues as usual.. normal for u pple out there? hee.. well, mine not so bad, cos employer had errands to run, so no clients today except for last min one insisted to come, so we have to see that one n only client n only finished at 615pm when the whole day was free.... hmm.. pple can b so different & hard to comprehend.. one can insist that they must come now means now when we already have so many so many clients on the list. tried to explain to them in a nice way, they keep insisting n wan us to squeeze them in. reason being: flying back tonight. man... fuming inside myself, but muz tok in a nice, patient manner.. ~ARGH~

recently was asked to go into friendster, so decided to look c look c since so long have not logged in since duno when.. wow.. can c that my frens are indeed doing well and have changed lots!! n i just realised that actually i dun kip in touch with frens that often.. that's pathetic man, only realising now that i'm missing all the friendship that i could have maintained.. sms-ed a few frens jus now, some replied, some still waiting for reply. one tot i'm selling insurance.. haha wat a joke. if i sell insurance, my quota for evey mth will be negative sign.. hee..

nid-a go lalaland soon... super hectic wk to come.. long long lists of clients to c....

~FiFtH bLoG~

sooo tired everyday.. haiyo.... got work, no work oso super tired.. how to increase one's jing shen?? ~haiz~

had dinner celebration for uncle & aunt's wedding anniversary-cum-aunt's bdae ydae at jack's place.. of all the beefs that were ordered, i think mine was the nicest, most tender.. hahaha.. had fresh oysters, but only had 2.. think go buffet then can eat til scared.. hee.. ordered seafood salad too, i guess not enuf cos one pathetic bowl shared by 7 pple!! when they brought out the cake, they played happy birthday song, all looking at our table, but we were as shocked as they were so we jus kept laughing instead of clapping n singing.. hehe.. wells... had a gd time there anyway.. chick-a-dee was so refined in using the fork n spoon. hee.. really like grown up lo.. end of the dinner she was throwing tantrums though, cos she knows that she has to stay over @ grandparent's place.. missed her mama & papa..

so sleepy... got to go for class later.. ~sigh sigh sigh~

...4tH bLoG...

hmm.. went out with the coconut tree ydae.. it's been sometime the coconut tree has spent time with us le.. hee.. well, everyone has their own plans now, so....

today went back to work.. employer back lo... so it's MONDAY BLUES!!! haha.. but life still have to go on right.. so jus have to continue to work n give my best shot.. at least for now.. hee.. had lunch with the coconut tree at soup spoon.. my taste buds still stays faithful to asian food i'd say.. hee.. very full after that.. it's been long long time we spend such a long, fruitful time with each other lo..... ~sigh~...

i still have abt 2mths to 'njoy' b4 starting to study hard.... hope to make it man.. haven start already having nightmares n feeling stress.. haha.. PARANOID!! ;) such a waste not being able to continue with my language course... haiz.. on one hand, feel like continuing cos not much stress, on d other, scared cant cope or to tired.. hai, hai, hai, hai............

tHiRd bLoG

hmm.. went out with the cow whole day ydae.. stressful, chaotic, happy outing.. yup, went for breakfast after sending a fren to work, dun like to drive in orchard during peak hrs. super stress.. so when cow's turn to drive i was more stress.. haha

went kc to see chick-a-dee.. she's grown more n more mature whenever i c her.. but temper not gd.. wonder how they pick up those bad habits n throwing tantrums. but she's still so cute as usual, cant get angry with her for long.. hee.. watched cinderella, she knows how to imitate cinderella when she lean on the bench n cry! haha.. watched barney, but i fell asleep as usual.. woke up saw her singing oh macdonald's song, e-i-e-i-o-ing away, n doing the action of playing violin like barney in the tv. so cute. hmm, she rili picks up things fast.. good n bad i would say..

after lunch with cow's mum n her fren, went to pick a guy n had dessert with him.. we were telling him abt chinatown, sound like we'r bringing a tourist around. haha.. when the car was very near a bus, the guy shouted so loud, we all were shocked!! haha.. as the day goes by, cow drives as if he's playing day-to-na.. thinks he's tired liao. haha.. but for a 1st timer, it's gd enuf.. but it's quite costly to have a car for a day.. in order to make full use, keep driving, petrol went up to $50..... :( .....+ coupon+rental+emotional & mental distress= $ a lot.......

needa study for class later.. such a waste that i wun be able to continue my korean class after level 1.. got to concentrate on the new course that i'l b taking... ~sigh~

Blog No.2

oh, 2nd blog of the wk.. Employer has flown off to accompany her husband for a conference.. so it's break at last.. hehe.. not that we do not have breaks, but it's gd to rest our mind, take things slower at work once in a blue moon.. so tired physically, mentally since i've started this job.. But God has been good, preserving me thus far.. n it's going into my 5th mth in this job!! hehe..

thanks for the comments my dearest friends.. yup, with prayer and trust and leading a simple life in future, hdb tai tai will be one step nearer to me.. but, since no one knows the future, it's better to take a deg when it comes knocking to me.. :)

cow's bdae today, given him present n wished him happy bdae le.. hope he'll be able to find a job of his choice...

FiRsT bLoG

welcome myself to the blogging world.. yeah, influenced by frens around me to have a blog. hee..
past wk had been ok.. except for a few hiccups here n there, but well, life goes on yeah.. used to think i wun have to work for long, can prepare myself to b a hdb tai tai when the time comes. but reality wld not allow it. n guess wat, i'm taking a degree(hons) course in nursing in nov! cant ever imagine myself signing up for that cos as for those who knows me, i hate to study, n i cant study. but for the sake of future, i have to face reality n accept new challenges much as i hate to do so, ya.. so, i hope to really study hard when the time comes n i can get to grad with flying colors... haha...