~tEntH bLoG~

hmm.. so fast, today's monday again.. back to work again to c different pple again.. the more you wan to practise patience, the more trials you'll face.. hee..

monday's blues as usual.. duno y but clients these few wks had been, has been very trying. are they having difficult times at their work so they come to our company then 'fa xie' on us?? it's a cycle i guess.. jus hope that one fine day our profession will be more respected by pple that's all.. ~haiz~

received a call from client, i just said hello then kena shoot. say ask us to call her again last wk to remind her appt, nv call.. hello... we'r not secretaries of every single client. it's already out of goodwill we call them to remind appt, and yet they treat us like ah sam.. haiyo... i'l continue to complain for as long as i'm there so pls dun mind me.. hehe..

we'll be busier when october mth comes.. cos it's our mth... haha... thank God our course has not started till nov if not we rili 'peng san'... pls pray that i'll have more 'jing shen' to go on...... ~sigh~

"sQuEeZe mE iN...."

~quote of the day: "please try to squeeze me in cos i dun stay here"~

HELLO!!! wat a ridiculous sentence to say to us this morning. for their information, we dun stay there either. one stay east, one west, one north of singapore. who stays in the company the whole day n night???!!! few days back this particular client called, i happened to answer the phone, asked to see my employer. i informed her politely that appointments are fully booked. she still wan to come. i told her once more that we are really very packed already, stil dun understand. so i offered her some days, she dun wan, insisted on fri. fine, i told her i can slot her in but she have to wait. n guess wat? she said "pls squeeze me in n let me see here asap, i dun like to wait". fuming within me, but muz say politely, diplomatically i said "excuse me mdm, everyone dun like to wait, but u have to wait cos we'r squeezing you in n it's only fair that my employer sees those that have made appointments already!!"
so, today she turned up, LATE, definitely not possible for my employer to see her in time. as we already have so many more after lunch, we cant c her straight after, at least an hr and a half b4 we can c her after lunch. she said "pls squeeze me in cos i dun stay here"!!! aiyo, i jus turn my head and walk over to the other side of the company... how to tahan....... walk away is d best b4 i explode. haha..

hai... life has to go on la.. but thank God that our employer's mood is better today.. heee :)

~EiGhTh bLoG~

hmm.. assisted employer in some matters.. as usual, employer was late.... AGAIN.... i duno where to hide my face cos everyone's asking me where is she.. employer's co-colleague oso asked, i have ntg to say cos i myself dun even noe wat happened... called back company then found out that employer's still held up.. ~haiz~ when employer FINALLY turned up, co-colleague was oso a bit anxious as she was supposed to have another appointment, but she had to cancel due to employer being late... which means lesser $$ for her to earn.. hai.. so sorry, but i really din expect employer to delay ONCE MORE...... co-colleague of employer's oso noe how to say: ~LiFe GoEs On~

went for language class today.. each time i go, i really njoyed myself very much, but when i realised that i cant continue on, i feel so upset.. rili such a waste n i dun feel like giving up. dun c anything wrong in attending once a wk, jus 2.5hrs... can b a form of relaxation from lessons in time to come right.. ~sigh~

gotta go lalaland now... another battle to fight in 9hrs time..... ~zzz~

~SeVeNtH bLoG~

hmm.. had a break from seeing clients today, but still have to go back to company to answer phone calls.. sometimes tend to be a little sick if you go to the same place everyday.. well, dun like oso muz go right.. guess we're all very tired working these past few wks, drained out, so our level of tolerance is oso getting lower, n with employer's temperaments changing very frequently, all low morale to work.. ~haiz~ that bad till we almost raised our voices to our clients on separate occasions through d phone. why muz pple make things difficult for us when we're trying so hard to accomodate them? 80% of clients always like to kick up a fuss cos in their eyes they r the only ones who needs to be seen IMMEDIATELY, the other pple out there are not impt. and they treat us like dirt. show us faces, tok to us rudely, when employer opens her door, their face expressions change!! n u can even hear all the hee hee & hahaha inside so loudly. the nxt min they'r out, their glum faces appear again! man... we're oso professionals, aren't we??

all along i noe that working for private employers are not easy, esp if it's of same gender as me, but i still chose to go ahead.. what a contradiction! keep telling myself that i dun like to work in town area, convinced myself that i wun go back there again, but still end up there time and again! hai.. i'm sure God has a reason for that... so life has to go on despite no matter how much i dun like..... :)

time really pass by very quickly. i cannot believe it when i realised that i have frens whom i've known for 10yrs or more!! make me sound so old...... oh no!!!!! but my outward appearance still looks like small gal that's y i did not register that i'm getting old till now!! ~lolz~

~6tH bLoG~

monday blues as usual.. normal for u pple out there? hee.. well, mine not so bad, cos employer had errands to run, so no clients today except for last min one insisted to come, so we have to see that one n only client n only finished at 615pm when the whole day was free.... hmm.. pple can b so different & hard to comprehend.. one can insist that they must come now means now when we already have so many so many clients on the list. tried to explain to them in a nice way, they keep insisting n wan us to squeeze them in. reason being: flying back tonight. man... fuming inside myself, but muz tok in a nice, patient manner.. ~ARGH~

recently was asked to go into friendster, so decided to look c look c since so long have not logged in since duno when.. wow.. can c that my frens are indeed doing well and have changed lots!! n i just realised that actually i dun kip in touch with frens that often.. that's pathetic man, only realising now that i'm missing all the friendship that i could have maintained.. sms-ed a few frens jus now, some replied, some still waiting for reply. one tot i'm selling insurance.. haha wat a joke. if i sell insurance, my quota for evey mth will be negative sign.. hee..

nid-a go lalaland soon... super hectic wk to come.. long long lists of clients to c....

~FiFtH bLoG~

sooo tired everyday.. haiyo.... got work, no work oso super tired.. how to increase one's jing shen?? ~haiz~

had dinner celebration for uncle & aunt's wedding anniversary-cum-aunt's bdae ydae at jack's place.. of all the beefs that were ordered, i think mine was the nicest, most tender.. hahaha.. had fresh oysters, but only had 2.. think go buffet then can eat til scared.. hee.. ordered seafood salad too, i guess not enuf cos one pathetic bowl shared by 7 pple!! when they brought out the cake, they played happy birthday song, all looking at our table, but we were as shocked as they were so we jus kept laughing instead of clapping n singing.. hehe.. wells... had a gd time there anyway.. chick-a-dee was so refined in using the fork n spoon. hee.. really like grown up lo.. end of the dinner she was throwing tantrums though, cos she knows that she has to stay over @ grandparent's place.. missed her mama & papa..

so sleepy... got to go for class later.. ~sigh sigh sigh~

...4tH bLoG...

hmm.. went out with the coconut tree ydae.. it's been sometime the coconut tree has spent time with us le.. hee.. well, everyone has their own plans now, so....

today went back to work.. employer back lo... so it's MONDAY BLUES!!! haha.. but life still have to go on right.. so jus have to continue to work n give my best shot.. at least for now.. hee.. had lunch with the coconut tree at soup spoon.. my taste buds still stays faithful to asian food i'd say.. hee.. very full after that.. it's been long long time we spend such a long, fruitful time with each other lo..... ~sigh~...

i still have abt 2mths to 'njoy' b4 starting to study hard.... hope to make it man.. haven start already having nightmares n feeling stress.. haha.. PARANOID!! ;) such a waste not being able to continue with my language course... haiz.. on one hand, feel like continuing cos not much stress, on d other, scared cant cope or to tired.. hai, hai, hai, hai............

tHiRd bLoG

hmm.. went out with the cow whole day ydae.. stressful, chaotic, happy outing.. yup, went for breakfast after sending a fren to work, dun like to drive in orchard during peak hrs. super stress.. so when cow's turn to drive i was more stress.. haha

went kc to see chick-a-dee.. she's grown more n more mature whenever i c her.. but temper not gd.. wonder how they pick up those bad habits n throwing tantrums. but she's still so cute as usual, cant get angry with her for long.. hee.. watched cinderella, she knows how to imitate cinderella when she lean on the bench n cry! haha.. watched barney, but i fell asleep as usual.. woke up saw her singing oh macdonald's song, e-i-e-i-o-ing away, n doing the action of playing violin like barney in the tv. so cute. hmm, she rili picks up things fast.. good n bad i would say..

after lunch with cow's mum n her fren, went to pick a guy n had dessert with him.. we were telling him abt chinatown, sound like we'r bringing a tourist around. haha.. when the car was very near a bus, the guy shouted so loud, we all were shocked!! haha.. as the day goes by, cow drives as if he's playing day-to-na.. thinks he's tired liao. haha.. but for a 1st timer, it's gd enuf.. but it's quite costly to have a car for a day.. in order to make full use, keep driving, petrol went up to $50..... :( .....+ coupon+rental+emotional & mental distress= $ a lot.......

needa study for class later.. such a waste that i wun be able to continue my korean class after level 1.. got to concentrate on the new course that i'l b taking... ~sigh~

Blog No.2

oh, 2nd blog of the wk.. Employer has flown off to accompany her husband for a conference.. so it's break at last.. hehe.. not that we do not have breaks, but it's gd to rest our mind, take things slower at work once in a blue moon.. so tired physically, mentally since i've started this job.. But God has been good, preserving me thus far.. n it's going into my 5th mth in this job!! hehe..

thanks for the comments my dearest friends.. yup, with prayer and trust and leading a simple life in future, hdb tai tai will be one step nearer to me.. but, since no one knows the future, it's better to take a deg when it comes knocking to me.. :)

cow's bdae today, given him present n wished him happy bdae le.. hope he'll be able to find a job of his choice...

FiRsT bLoG

welcome myself to the blogging world.. yeah, influenced by frens around me to have a blog. hee..
past wk had been ok.. except for a few hiccups here n there, but well, life goes on yeah.. used to think i wun have to work for long, can prepare myself to b a hdb tai tai when the time comes. but reality wld not allow it. n guess wat, i'm taking a degree(hons) course in nursing in nov! cant ever imagine myself signing up for that cos as for those who knows me, i hate to study, n i cant study. but for the sake of future, i have to face reality n accept new challenges much as i hate to do so, ya.. so, i hope to really study hard when the time comes n i can get to grad with flying colors... haha...