~15tH bLoG~

been sometime since we've had clients who give us a hard time, these few days we're seeing some again.. haiz... hey pple, we treat everyone the same no matter which country u come from. we dun even give top priority to our fellow country mates......... pLs tReAt uS nIcEr.. its nv easy to be in the front line doing all these. i'm so tired having to smile no matter how frustrated you are with the client. ~aRgH~ finally end of october mth.... jus hope that business can get well soon...............

countdown 19 more days to doom's day.. hehe.. gotta rest more, njoy the free time that i have b4 i'm tied with so many things.. thinking of how pack my schedule can be gives me headache man... pls pray that i'l be able to cope and of cos look up to God be it good or bad, busy or free, tired or energetic, etc... ;)

very, very, very, very tired... how i wish i can sleep for 24hrs straight.......

~14tH bLoG~

been some time since i've written.. hmm, work has been ok, 'no business' as what my employer states almost everyday.. i can only jus smile n turn away cos i duno wat else can i do. 1st, i dun study how to do marketing for a company, 2ndly, im not a creative person, 3rdly, i dun have a lot of resources to go to... hee.. well, LiFe gOeS oN... have to concentrate on getting the company's website up then hopefully, business will come in SOON.....

having some problems recently.. duno good or bad, but jus hope it'll be settled soon whether the result is gd or bad... sometimes a change is good right?? i think...

ended language course 2wks back.. felt a sense of lost the night i left the school.. hopefully can continue nxt yr.......

saw my fren whom ive not seen for 7yrs.. for those who know me well, i dun go around saying hi to pple, instead i will siam.. but duno how come today will go say hi.. even she said that she's fortunate.. hehe.. got praised by 2 frens today, 1 said i'v grown to be 'better looking', 1 said that i'm suited to work in ward env 'cos clients like me'.. haha.. been a long time since someone praised me... heee... duno good or bad hor.. lolz.. i like to work in wd setting cos that's where i'll rili feel im a bai yi tian shi.. but....

course starting real soon.. a bit hard to believe, but i hope that i'l be able to cope n do my best.. :)

~13tH bLoG~

met up with frens from my ex company ydae.. it's been a yr since i saw them, so had a gd time of catching up.. but i felt a bit awkward, mayb bcos the 3 of them r still working together, so i'm a bit lost at times.. hee.. well, ended well, look forward to nxt miting which is duno when.. :)

'what will u do in ur last 5mins of ur life?'-topic for a funeral service that i've attended tonight.. hmm.. death seems so distant when u dun think abt it, but when u attend funeral wakes, it's always a wake-up call.. u may b the next lying down there for all you noe.. so many things to do, so many goals to accomplish, but when death comes knocking to u, all those things doesnt matter at all....

hmm.... cherish n treasure everything & everybody around us(which includes those clients that i do not like) for we wun know when we'll be called up........

~12tH bLoG~

met up with few ex colleagues on friday for celebration of one's bdae.. it's gd to catch up with them.. i've really missed out a lot for the past yrs i would say..

went for a charity dinner function with our boss ydae.. wat a posh place to be in.. i feel so super out of place n so stress.. haha.. first time i've attending a formal dinner, nid-a go around the table introducing ourselves.. n so many plates, forks, knives for one person.. i duno wat are those for.. hee.. well, had the priviledge to c so many cancer survivors still so strong, doing a fashion show for us to c.. really admire them for their perserverance. imagine if they had given up their hope when the news hit them, they wun be standing in front of us giving their testimonies to us... duno how to appreciate the food cos tasted weird.. hee.. concluded that i dun belong to the upper class.. good right.. hee

this wk will be my last wk of language class... :( hope to continue nxt yr if time would allow it..

~tired,tired,tired~

~eLeVeNtH bLoG~

been some time since i've written.. hee.. well, ntg fantastic happened, so didnt miss much if u dun get any updates.. lolz.. it has been a okok 2wks.. met nasty pple, met nice pple who even bought food for us to eat during our lunch time.. at least there are pple out there who knows that the company is CLOSED during lunch hour from 1pm-2pm.. haha.. not saying we 'yao gui' or 'giam peng', its always nice to know that there are clients who cares right.. hehe

jus tot that it had been a smooth 2wks, then ydae kena shoot again by one client. i nv even offer the timing, she told boss i gave her d timing. i cant b hallucinating n cant c that the slot is taken up right??? these pple ah, rili 'aRgH'!! so what if she has been introducing clients to us, doesnt mean that she can hold her head so high up there and expect us to give her everything first, fast right.....................

laanguage class ending real soon.. so fast it's been 2mths.. hmm.... sO wAsTeD n sAd to give it up.... aH......................!